Thursday, 31 December 2009

New Year Resolutions

HAHAHA, its the time to make a load of promises to ourselves that we know the chances of us keeping them are slim, its a wonder why we bother year after year.... but i guess you never give up hope and a new year is the best time to think of new starts and if you have several resolutions and keep to just one of them then thats good i guess :)

Resolutions for 2010:
  • Learn to do the splits
  • Read another 100 books
  • Revise FULLY for exams and hopefully get into a good uni :)
  • Learn to write more concisely in essays etc
I guess its at least worth a try :)
I would put in the typical ones: excercise more, eat less and healthier, monitor my bad language and help out more, but i guess that goes without being said. Been my resolutions so many times, but never quite managed to suceed for longer than a few weeks...

Methinks perhaps it would be better to lay out a couple of resolutions for each month and take things in bitesiezed chunks, therefore:

January Resolutions: (0/4)
  • No more reading (unless exam related or book club) before re-sits
  • REVISE, REVISE, REVISE.
  • Not hang around in the hall talking with friends but burrow self away in library and... revise.
  • Find a mousse recipe that works :) (for me at least)

2009 100+ Challenge Wrap-up

The aim of this challenge was to read 100+ books in 2009, and i almost thought i wouldn't make it! (Finished the last one this morning!), I'm going to publish the finished list below, which is copied from the original post i've been updating. I will confess the fact that i've been cheating slightly - there are several books that i've read twice this year and i've counted those aswell, not sure whether it technically counts or not, but everytime i've finished a book i've written it down - for the most part i've made a note of when i was reading one again, anyhee, here goes:

100 Books Read in 2009:
  1. Blue Moon Rising - Simon Greene
  2. Ella Enchanted - Gail Carson Levine
  3. Tithe - Holly Black
  4. Crown Duel - Sherwood Smith
  5. The Princess Academy - Shanon Hale
  6. Club Dead - Charlaine Harris
  7. Touch the Dark - Karen Chance
  8. Claimed by Shadow - Karen Chance
  9. Embrace the Night - Karen Chance
  10. Midnight's Daughter - Karen Chance
  11. Remember Me - Sophie Kinsella
  12. Eclypse - Stephene Meyer
  13. Curse the Dawn - Karen Chance
  14. Gone with the Wind - Margaret Mitchell
  15. The Rangers Apprentice, the Ruins of Gorlan - (need to find out author)
  16. An offer from a Gentleman - Julia Quinn
  17. Storm Front - Jim Butcher
  18. Bella - Jilly Cooper
  19. Persuasion - Jane Austen
  20. Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac - Gabrielle Zevin
  21. Kitty and the Midnight Hour - Carrie Vaughn
  22. Beauty - Robin McKinley
  23. Star-Crossed - Rachael Wing
  24. Emily - Jilly Cooper
  25. Minx - Julia Quinn
  26. Harriet - Jilly Cooper
  27. The Secret Dreamworld of a Shopaholic - Sophie Kinsella
  28. Brighter than the Sun - Julia Quinn
  29. Splendid - Julia Quinn
  30. Dancing at Midnight - Julia Quinn
  31. To Catch an Heiress - Julia Quinn
  32. Teen Idol - Meg Cabot
  33. How to Marry a Marquis - Julia Quinn
  34. AQA Britain (1483-1529)
  35. The Lost Duke of Wyndham - Julia Quinn
  36. The Secret Diaries of Miss Miranda Cheever - Julia Quinn
  37. Everything and the Sun - Julia Quinn
  38. Curse the Dawn - Karen Chance (re-read)
  39. A Midsummer Nights Dream - William Shakespeare
  40. Resenting the Hero - Moira J Moore
  41. Addition - Toni Jordan
  42. Mr.Cavendish, I Presume - Julia Quinn
  43. And then there were none - Agatha Christie
  44. Love you to Death - Meg Cabot
  45. High Stakes - meg Cabot
  46. Mean Spirits - Meg Cabot
  47. Young Blood - Meg Cabot
  48. Grave Doubts - Meg Cabot
  49. Fantastic Mr Fox - Roal Dahl
  50. Heaven Sent - Meg Cabot
  51. The Sweet Scent of Blood - Suzanne McLeod
  52. Fool Moon - Jim Butcher
  53. Magic Study - Maria V. Snyder
  54. Touch the Dark - Karen Chance (again)
  55. Claimed by Shadow - Karen Chance (again)
  56. Embrace the Night - Karen Chance (again)
  57. Graceling - Kristin Cashore
  58. The Secret Countess - Eva Ibbotson
  59. The Singing - Alison Croggon
  60. Warprize - Elizabeth Vaughan
  61. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
  62. Bella - Jilly Cooper (again)
  63. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Attwood
  64. Animal Farm - George Orwell
  65. When he was Wicked - Julia Quinn
  66. Bridget Jone's Diary - Helen Fielding
  67. Angus, thongs and full frontal snogging - Louise Rennison
  68. Its OK, I'm wearing REALLY BIG Knickers! - Louise Rennison
  69. Knocked out by my Nunga-Nungas - Louise Rennison
  70. Dancing in my Nuddy-Pants - Louise Rennison
  71. '...and thats when it fell off in my hand' - Louise Rennison
  72. '...then he ate my boy entrancers.' - Louise Rennison
  73. '...startled by his furry shorts!' - Louise Rennison
  74. 'Luuurve is a many trousered thing...' - Louise Rennison
  75. 'Stop in the name of pants! - Louise Rennison
  76. 'Are these my basoomas i see before me?' - Louise Rennison
  77. Cinderella - Never-Never Land Stories
  78. Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs - Never-Never Land Stories
  79. Little Red Riding Hood - Never-Never Land Stories
  80. The Musicians of Breman - Fantasy Land Fairy Tales
  81. Polo - Jilly Cooper
  82. Fahrenheit 451 - Ray Bradbury
  83. The Secret Diaries of Miss Miranda Cheever - Julia Quinn (again!)
  84. The Changeover - Margaret Mahy
  85. The Magic Finder - Roald Dahl
  86. To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
  87. Minx - Julia Quinn (again)
  88. Beastly - Alex Flinn
  89. Everything and the Moon - Julia Quinn (again)
  90. Slam - Nick Hornby
  91. Brighter than the Sun - Julia Quinn (again)
  92. Magic Bites - Ilona Andrews
  93. Dead Until Dark - Charlaine Harris
  94. How to Marry a Marquis - Julia Quinn
  95. Love Struck - Rachael Wing
  96. Tales from Russia - James Mayhew
  97. Emily - Jilly Cooper (again)
  98. Midnight's Daughter - Karen Chance (again)
  99. Wicked Lovely - Melissa Marr
  100. Old Magic - Marianne Curley
Its a bit of a mix, there are some i'm proud of, others less so, but for me personally i feel i have achieved something because previously i don't think i'd read any classics or books like that, i read purely for pleasure (which i don't see much of a problem with, but sometimes i feel i should read more 'intellectual' books aswell), but i'll put a breakdown below.

Books i'm particularly proud of having read: (If 'proud' is the right word...?)
  • Gone with the wind - (WOOP! first classic! - i really chose a short one didn't i? :P)
  • Persuasion -(my first jane austen!)
  • AQA Britain 1483-1529(I read a textbook woop! :P)
  • A midsummer night's dream - (my first shakespeare!)
  • And Then there were none - (My first agatha Christie! - and no, i didn't get the murderer right ):
  • Pride and Predudice
  • A Handmaid's Tale
  • Animal Farm
  • Farenheit 451 - Ray Bradbury (totally out of my usual comfort zone)
  • To Kill a Mockingbird - (AND it was relevant to my history course!)
Books I Particularly Enjoyed:
  • Touch the Dark/Claimed by Shadow/Embrace the Night/Curse the Dawn - Karen Chance - (urban fantasy series which IMO = Awesum :P)
  • Midnight's Daughter - Karen Chance (spin off series)
  • Gone with the Wind - (Because Rhett Butler = amazing; but the end is so sad!! NOOOOOO!)
  • Minx - Julia Quinn (Because it made me smile on a dark day :)
  • A midsummer night's dream - (because the language is amazing)
Anyway, thats a rough summary :P Of all the challenges i attempted this year this is probably the one i enjoyed the most (an excellent excuse for excessive reading ;P) so thankyou very much for hosting it :) :) I shall hopefully try again next year, but i have a couple of pesky exams to get out of the way first :P

Thanks, and Happy New Year! :D:D xxxx

Tuesday, 17 November 2009

Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury



My mind brings up a line from the poem i read last night 'the rain set in early tonight..' thats how the weather feels now, only its not night yet, at half three the grass is too bright against the dull grey sky, with a line of brown for a hedge, somewhere past the crest of the hill. It reminds me of some painting where the colours havent been blended properly, or muted down enough to seem real. I can hear the rain pooring on to the paving flags surrounding the house, can imagine it splashing off leaves in big, fat, continuous drops. From where im sitting i cant see the golden leaves of the autumn oak, which always looks too warm and comforting at this time of year, when the rest of the world has turned dull and drear, and the long wait for spring's flowers -heralded by the delicate snowdrop- begins.

Strange things to be thinking after finishing this book, but what first sprang to mind after the end of a story thats been described as 'hauntingly prophetic' is that i can't imagine it coming true. Dimly i am aware of rumours of people who spend their hours in front of the t.v. screen, unaware of the world around them, but maybe because my world is so apart from that, i'm in denial of it ever being true and can't really believe that the warning this book gives is likely to have any real effect.

But then it is only a book, and dystopias are strange in their fortelling-of-horror ways.

Fahrenheit 451
has been lurking on the edges of my life for some time, waiting to be picked up and read, i think i've only managed it now because before i was unable to see past the strangeness in the way it is written, particularly at the start. But it is definitely past working through this strangeness, as the story beneath is quite fascinating. A world where people have t.v. 'parlours' with giant screens for each wall. A place where they are able to shout nothingness to their 'family' and live without taking any time to stop and think for themselves, just absorb what is fed them in multi-dimentional, 3D, Hight Definition, Surround Sound. A world, set some un-specified time in the future where wars can take place but people take no notice of them. Where millions of books are banned and the posession of them brings firefighters to your door, to burn your house down with gushing streams of kerosene.

The sky outside has now turned a murky blue, cerulean mixed with a touch of lamp black, the grass slope leading up to it is bright sap green, with dashes of veridian slased across it. The hedge at the top is a dark burnt umber, the trees behind seem to be uniform splodges of burnt sienna. Two poplars reach up into the blue, high above the squater oaks. Every now and then i see the flash of headlamps through the hedge, the only sign of the road hidden behind it.

In this world people turn away from books and education, not by force but of their own violation, and i guess that is the shocking thing. It is only later when governments see the use in having people who don't question them, and decide to force out those who still cling to the old traditions. People seen walking slowly are thought to be crazy, and driving below 55mph is illegal. Billboards are stretched out, because people go so fast they're unable to see the old ones. Even the bible is baned and 'christ' has been made up on the screens to sell cleaning products to the eager viewers at home.

I don't know where this review is going :P

Guy Montag is a fireman, and this story follows his transformation from unquestioning follower, to someone who wakes up to the madness around him. The whole book seems to flow in a daze, like someone who is too tired to fix on things, but lets them flow around him without clear focus. Yet this doesnt mean that its filled with waffle, the books is short and the dull sense of it is clean and powerful to read. I found the speeches other characters gave to Guy particularly interesting, two of them i'll type below.


"Do you know why books such as these are important? Because they have quality. And what does the word quality mean? To me it means texture. This book has
pores. It has features. This book can go under the microscope. You'd find life under the glass, streaming past in infinite profusion. The more pores, the more truthfully recorded details per square inch, you can get on a sheet of paper, the more 'literary' you are. Thats my definition anyway. Telling detail. Fresh detail. The good writers touch life often, the mediocre ones run a hand over her. The bad ones rape her and leave her for the flies' Pt. 2, p.83. Faber talknig to Montag about the bible.

Granger -> Montag, p.15o, part III

"Everyone must leave something behind when he dies, my grandfather said. A child or a book or a painting or a house or a wall built or a pair of shes made. Or a garden planted. Something your hand touched some way so your soul has somewhere to go when you die, and when people look at that tree or that flower you planted, you're there. It doesn't matter what you do, he said, so long as you change something from the way it was before you touched it into something that's like you after you take your hands away."

This strange little book will make you think, and doesnt seem to have as much fame as one would think. I guess whether your into this type of thing or not its worth reading it, and while it makes you think it isn't challenging or too high and mighty for mere mortals to read. Even though i've probably missed a few of the higher themes. Although not likely to ever really happen, it is quite disturbing ;P

- poetry in first paragraph from porphyria's lover, by Browning.

Wednesday, 11 November 2009

100 + challenge,,, desperate cheating time :P

The idea of this challenge was to read 100 books in 2009, at the moment i have 24 left to read and only 51 days, which is like 3 1/4 books per week. With my studies (and 2 re-takes to study for over the xmas holidays) i have come to the decision that my only hope of succeeding with this challenge is through cheating :P

How am i going to do this? Read children's books.

My mum asked me earlier to sort though a load of old kiddie books to work out which ones i was happy to get rid of, which at first i decided to check for the A-Z Challenge, before realising i had challenge gold dust before me (unfortunately none of them really had the letters i was looking for - I've got to the tricky point where its mostly X's and Y's left) I've also found charlie and the chocolate factory, which is on my reading project, so BONUS!

I know this isnt really completing the challenge properly but a books is a book is a book, and it'll be fun if nothing else, besides, i have some lovely ones like dodger and fungus the bogey man, so i dont think i'm missing out really.

Despite this i am still going to try my hardest to get through the 100, this is hopefully just edging me a bit closer, then maybe next year i'll be able to do it properly :P

Hope nobody minds too much - would you think its amoral or not?

i'm getting kindof guilty now :P

Sunday, 1 November 2009

The Classics Challenge - Wrap up

I joined this challenge because some time ago, after having kept lists of read books for a while, i noticed that allthough i read quite a lot, none of it seemed like the type of thing i'd reccomend to a friend, or be proud of having read (though all enjoyable). It started with me finally getting back to reading gone with the wind (which id read the first 200-300pages of when i was in year eight - about 12-13yrs old- but stopped part way through) i picked it up again during the easter hols and was suprised by how much i enjoyed it, and it was this that led me to search the net for more classic ideas, and i think thats how i came upon the whole blogging thing.

Persuasion followed, a bit of a drag, but still fun. After this (and as part of the once upon a time challenge)i read a midsummer night's dream - my first shakespeare! and it was fantastic! The language had the lovely poetry-ish feel that made it perfect for unwinding before bed.
After this i lost momentum for a while, and went on binges of my usual easy reading, before finishing pride and predudice, a handmaid's tale and animal farm in quick sucession. Pride and predudice and a handmaid's tale were both read during my frees at college, and as some friends were reading the latter for their english lit course we were able to have discussions about it. Animal farm was read whilst waiting for my mum in the library one afternoon when i'd walked into town.

My last book, To kill a mockingbird, has probably been one of my favourites, also read in college, (with a louise rennison series at home, and nightly doses of emma before bed) i had loads of people telling me how amazing it is. After taking a while to get into it - it tends to be distracting reading in college - i really started to enjoy the story, although unfortunately i've not finished it yet (Busy half term spent gutting my room, followed by a weekend at st.deniol's library) i hope to soon.

So despite not finishing the challenge, i feel i have done enough to have achieved something personally. Six classics to some people may not mean much at all, but to me, who has never been able to stick at anything respectable, its meant a lot. I feel better about myself, and have the added bonus of being able to talk about books that other people might actually have read ;P But not only this, I now have the confidence to try more books of a similar genre, and not pass them by with the assumption that i'd never read it, never get into it, or just abandon it after the first chapter.

If i'm still on the blog, i will definitely have another go at this challenge next year :D
Thankyou very much for hosting such a worthwhile and entertaining challenge :)

Friday, 16 October 2009

To Read this Year

Its mid-october, i think i have about 75 days left to finish this (my first) years challenges (with the exception of the classics challenge and R.I.P. which both finish october 31st).

My main aim is to get the last 29 books of 100+ challenge, although its unlikely i'll manage (college takes time away from reading :'( ) I'm also doubtful that i'll manage either of the A-Z, as i'm struggling with those last few X, Y, U letters, but we shall see.

Heres a list of some books i still hope to read this year:
  • '...then he ate my boy entrancers.' - Louise Rennison
  • '...startled by his furry shorts!' - Louise Rennison
  • 'Luuurve is a many trousered thing...' - Louise Rennison
  • To kill a mockingbird - Harper Lee
  • Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carrol
  • Sunshine - Robin McKinley
  • Dead as a Doornail - Charlain Harris
  • The Two Towers - Tolkein
  • Breaking Dawn - Stephene Meyer
  • Dead until Dark - Charlain Harris
  • Emma - Jane Austen
  • 'Stop in the name of pants!' - Louise Rennison
  • The Hitchhikers guide to the galaxy - Douglas Adams
  • Are these my basoomas i see before me? - Louise Rennison
  • Magic Bites - Ilona Andrews
  • The Hero Strikes Back - Moira J. Moore
  • Love Struck - Rachael Wing
Bold = Read since started list

Wednesday, 23 September 2009

The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Attwood


The Handmaid's Tale is a dystopian novel set in a totalitarian society, where infertility is becoming a serious problem due to radiation and other problems so people are taking drastic measures to get children. It is set in Gilead -which 'was' the united states, with the government overthrown- and the narrator reveals a world where everyone is placed in positions/roles and any slight deviation from their set character can result in punishments or hanging.

The narrator is a woman, one of these 'handmaids' which are some of the few fertile woman, who are expected to give their bodies up to act as surrogate mothers to the wealthier 'commanders' etc who can't conceive themselves. The narrator lets us into her world, showing snippets of her characters past woven in with its present (as she narrates it), and the world she portrays is kind of frightening; women have lost virtually all rights, the right to vote, own property, own money... they are dressed in colours matched to their position and are supposed to act as vessels, wives or maids depending on their position in this society. The book is described as feminist, but this didn't get in the way of my enjoyment of it, instead made the story more interesting, and the world it created worrying.

I found the handmaid's tale enjoyable and accessible, easy and clear to read, yet gripping and intelligent at the same time (although i didn't like the end!!) and it didnt put me off in the same way most modern classics do (theres something so depressing and cold about them), so if anyone else is taking their first dip into this kind of genre, The Handmaid's Tale is a good place to start. Other people i've spoken to who've read it have split opinions, all admit its written strangely (i think in a good way) but either think like it or hate it. But i'd definitely say its worth the read!!